stargirl demos: embarrassing

im so embarrassed

so often

it leaves me paralyzed

im so embarrassed

so often

constantly terrified

im so embarrassed about the little things

yes, im aware that being scared isnt getting me

anywhere and thats

embarrassing

and i get jealous

cant stand it

cant seem to help it though

comparing myself to

someone

that i dont even know

i get so jealous thinking all about the way

youre following your dreams and

im just wallowing it seems waiting to make it out

out of here out of there out of

anyones consciousness

if i dissappear would it make any difference

no, dont say all that theyll start staring you idiot

which brings up the feelings

im trying to dissipate